Music Mondays

Music Mondays is a new thing I'm going to try out where I pick a song I like, post the lyrics, and maybe the song as well. I enjoy music so much and it's been a huge part of my life! One thing I like even more is sharing it with people. Music is the universal language and it is the food of love. So every Monday from here on out you can expect to be entertained, inspired, or comforted from the music I will post. I know it's not Monday, but I'm going to start with this post anyway, so without further adieu, please enjoy "How" by Maroon 5. I just copied and pasted the lyrics from their songbook, so sorry if it's hard to read. I'm too lazy to format it right now. Haha.

HOW

I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOUR TOUCH/UNLIKE ANY TOUCH I’VE EVER KNOWN/ AND I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT YOU MUCH ‘TIL I’M BROKEN DOWN AND ALL ALONE – THOUGH I DON’T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF LOVE I DO NOT MIND IF I DIE TRYING/ TOOK IT FOR GRANTED WHEN YOU LIFTED ME UP – I’M ASKING FOR YOUR HELP, I AM GOING THROUGH HELL/AFRAID NOTHING CAN SAVE ME BUT THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE/YOU CUT OUT ALL THE NOISE/AND NOW THAT I CAN SEE MISTAKES SO CLEARLY NOW/I’D KILL IF I COULD TAKE YOU BACK – BUT HOW/BUT HOW/I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES WHAT’S GOING ON WITH HIM NOW/DON’T PATRONIZE ME WITH LIES, I’M A MAN, BE A WOMAN NOW – I HAVE BEEN BOUND BY THE SHACKLES OF LOVE/AND I DON’T MIND IF I DIE TIED UP – TOOK IT FOR GRANTED WHEN YOU LIFTED ME UP – I’M ASKING FOR YOUR HELP, I AM GOING THROUGH HELL/AFRAID NOTHING CAN SAVE ME BUT THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE/ YOU CUT OUT ALL THE NOISE/AND NOW THAT I CAN SEE MISTAKES SO CLEARLY NOW/I’D KILL IF I COULD TAKE YOU BACK – BUT HOW/BUT HOW – WHY MUST WE BE SO UGLY/ PLEASE DO NOT THINK ILL OF ME/WHY DOES THE ONE YOU LOVE BECOME THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU WANT TO – CRY/CRY/CRY – THOUGH I DON’T UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF LOVE I DO NOT MIND IF I DIE TRYING.

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Locked Out

I couldn't get a flight to D.C. so that's pretty much shot. I guess it wasn't what I was supposed to do, which is okay. I'm going to try harder here to get a better job or look for opportunities elsewhere. D.C. is still a possibility, but it would take a little longer and I need something as soon as possible. Work has been horrible the last week and I'm not sure how much longer I can hold out. So for once in my life I'm going to really push myself to improve my situation and hopefully I will get some results. I'll keep everyone posted.

Door May Be Locked

So yesterday didn't work out for a flight to D.C. I'm trying to fly standby because my friend has a friend, who's a pilot and apparently the Salt Lake International airport sucks ass for standby flights! I'm hoping I can get one for tomorrow. In the meantime, I'm enjoying the day off work and getting some cleaning done in my room. Maybe I'll even do some cooking for once! It's been a long time since I've cooked. Tells you how unhealthy I really am though I may not look it! Bleh!

P.S. Bleh is a word similar to fuck, not in meaning, but in where it can be used. It's an inside joke with me and some friends, but feel free to bleh away!

Opportunity Knocks

I'm flying to Washington D.C. tomorrow for a job interview! I've been talking with a friend who resides in the vicinity and who also happens to be a high school teacher with connections. He's convinced me to come out and interview for a position at some high school, so I'm obliging and gracing him with my company in the process. I'm very grateful to him for helping me out and being a good friend as well!

I'm going because I feel it could be an amazing opportunity, but I'm not making any decisions until I see how I feel about the situation. Oh and also the interview has to go well. Forgot that part of the deal. I do love D.C. very much, so if opportunity knocks, I have to decide if it's the right door to open. I'll of course let everyone know what happens in the choosing game. Wish me luck!

New Year, New Start

Well, the holiday season has come and gone and a new year has begun. 2010 was an interesting year for me. Some things were good, others not so much, but I'm a stronger person going into 2011. I hope I can make this year a great one and make the necessary changes I need to ensure my life is more fulfilling. They won't be easy, but they will be worth it.

Some things I hope to achieve are a new job, a better body as well as a healthier one, pay off some debt, start school again, and overall just be a happier person. I know the things I need to do, but man can it be hard for me to motivate myself. Not to mention I have no self-discipline. At all. Maybe I should work on that too...

Anyway, I hope you all had an enjoyable holiday season and hope your dreams can become reality in 2011!

P.S. I'll try to post more. Hehe.

I'm Alive!

I'm alive! I can't believe it's been so long since I've posted. Hopefully it won't take so long for the next one. So much has happened I don't even know where to start! Let me think for a minute...Oh I know! Let's start with two amazing men who are going to make two amazing superheroes!

First up is Ryan Reynolds as the Green Lantern!

Last is Chris Evans as Captain America!

Awwww yeah! I can not wait to see these two kicking some ass! Or to see their asses in those costumes kicking some ass! It's just going to be a lot of ass and it's going to be pure bliss! God they're beautiful! Okay I'll stop drooling now so I can at least finish this post.

I'm going to try school again in January! I'm going to get my associates in Interior Design and then probably finish my bachelors at an out of state school. Preferably a school in California, but we'll see how things go. I'm just finishing up all the admission steps so I can register for classes. I'm kind of excited! I think it will be challenging and fun and allow me to express myself, but also bring joy to other people's lives, which is the best part. A guilty pleasure of mine is HGTV. I watch it all the time! My favorite part of every show is the reveal. I love seeing the client's reaction and the pure joy emanating from their whole being. It's inspiring! I've thought about Interior Design as a career for a long time so I'm finally going to give it a try. Wish me luck!

For those of you who didn't know, this fall I had a routine colonoscopy. Kind of embarrassing. I had to undergo this procedure because one day, out of the blue, my stomach started hurting like Hell! I was at work and had to leave early because I was in the bathroom so much. Even more embarrassing. This was a Sunday, so the only clinics open are InstaCare clinics. I waited forty-five minutes to see a damn doctor! I was pissed! Especially when the doctor told me there's nothing they can do for you here, so you need to go to the ER. I was even more pissed! So I go to the ER and spend six or seven hours there, going through the routine procedures. Getting poked endlessly so they could get the fucking IV in, drink the contrast for the CT Scan, lay around, go to the bathroom, lay around some more, go to the bathroom again, lay around, finally get the CT Scan, and wait some more to be told what the fuck is wrong with me only to find out the CT Scan couldn't show anything, but since there's blood in my stool I have to get a colonoscopy! Luckily throughout all this I had two great guys to help me out and I'm very grateful to them for being there for me. Anyway, I had the colonoscopy and the results from the biopsies were normal. Thank God! The report said it was just a bout of colitis and it will go away over time, but I swear my stomach hasn't been the same. Whatever. Effin' stomach.

Alright I'm all blogged out. I'll post again soon and as always, thanks for reading my insignificant poppycock! Hehe! I said cock.